My destiny

As-salam...


When talking about destiny, I feel scared.


Am I ready enough for this?


I always wanted to know, who is my destiny, who will be my partner of my lifetime.


I'm sure you too, no exception right?


But, only Allah swt knows this. His secret.


Then, I gradually asked myself, from time to time, Why do I want to know this secret so much?


Allah has the best choice for us, even not here, for surely in hereafter..


Yet, I still feel scared.


Wanna know why?


I am afraid that I can't be the best wife for my husband.


The best mother for my children.


Again, I recite my prayers to the Almighty, Please, keep me in your bless..


Protect me from those unwanted deeds and feels.


I cried everytime I think about my destiny.

I'm worried.


Oh Allah, please guide me through this hard way..


Grant me with your love and the best choice for me.


Please don't let the mistakes happen again and please, hold me tight as I always tried to..




Dear friends,
please pray for me, I wanna be a better person...
S.M.I.L.E