Believes that there is something behind all those 'nightmares' make me feel much better.. instead of keep on making fuss on whatever in the past..people might not accept me as what i am..but, yes it is..people, i am what i am..
last nite, when I was about to sleep, my head was spinning around.. suddenly thinking of what is going to happen..besides, there was a poem created on my head which I didn't write it on a piece of paper..
the title is.... if I could, I would..
If I could be a shadow,
I would be yours..
So I could be around with you whereever you are..
If I could have a power,
I would shed all your problems away..
So you could be tranquil as the lake..
If I could be a bird,
I would fly all over the world..
So I could run away from those noisy people..
If I could turn off the clock,
I would turn it back to the day I met you..
So I could tell you that it supposed to be this way..
filling my days being a baby sitter for my nephews was very challenging..never feel better than my life before.. it's much2 better, I bet U! hearing their laughs and looking at their happy faces were somehow fade away all those freaky stuffs inside my head..
My life, it is getting complicated than before.. much2 complicated..this is how I knew what exactly life it is.. ISLAM is the best guideline for us to live..Dear muslim, our religion has given us a guideline on how to be succeed in life.. just follow the path, u won't be wrong..
actually, there are a lot of things that make me realise of my mistakes.. I need some strength so that I could stand on my own feet..and I know, the strength wouldn't come automatically..but it came from the One above.. Almighty ALLAH..
I do realise I had smeared my name.. I was traumatized with those memories.. I wouldn't regret it because it was the way that I choosed to go..I am not going to turn back..but I would find another way to be better than it is..yes, i WILL..
somehow, I do hope that I could be a good person in life..I took all those lessons
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